It's over.

More bloodwork today. My hCG was only 45... only gained 2 more "points" since Monday. And my progesterone dropped down to 2.4 from 17 post-ovulation.

Both of these paint a picture of "miscarriage."

So now I just wait until nature takes over and does whatever it does in this situation.

I'm devastated.

I'm crushed.

But, for my family... I have to remain hopeful that even though this time didn't work, next time just might.

Until then, though... I heal. Physically... spiritually... emotionally...

I pray for peace of heart.